Janae is 27 and this feels hard for her to admit… She has been single her entire life, no boyfriend and not even a situationship. Some days she wonders if she is even worthy of being loved, or if her person is really out there. She has lost a lot of friends, and abandonment is something she deeply struggles with. The thought that the people she loves might not always be in her life genuinely scares her. She is afraid she will never become anything. She spent most of her life excelling at what she did, but adulthood feels heavier and getting ahead suddenly feels so much harder. She wants to pursue social media, but putting herself out there and being judged terrifies her. She worries it will look like she is trying too much. She struggles to show how much she cares about people, passions, and even dreams. Not because she does not care, but because if she detaches, she cannot get hurt. She is excited for the future, yet deeply nostalgic for the past. She feels suspended between being present in this season, hopeful for what is ahead, and afraid to let go of what was. She loves the Lord with all her heart, and He has never failed her, but she is honest that there have been moments she has held anger toward Him for the pain people have caused her. She is sharing this as a reminder that no one truly has it all figured out. Even when it looks like they do, many people are just trying not to feel alone. – fear

May 29, 2026